Cursed Eyes
Tonight me and my suite mates have devised a bet for who can go the longest without cursing. We are doing this because tensions have grown high and we've been slipping in our words so we are testing it out, hopefully it will work out for the best. I also got thinking about what my favorite song is and how 2 years ago I did't even listen to music and now I have so many different songs that I relate too and enjoy. A while ago I wrote a song describing how I feel involving relationships so I'm gonna share it and explain if after words. The title is a bit rusty but I wrote it in December of 2004. Here it is:
These Eyes Cry
He looks into your eyes
and it makes you break down and cry
but you don't know why
no you don't know why
You say he's shady, oh so shady
But all he wants is a sweet young lady
And he walks among the living
And he's always so damn forgiving
You think that he can't be hated
But some people think he's outdated
And no one gives him a chance
Not even a second glance
But he's always trying to find your eyes
Hoping to catch you by surprise
And you won't realize
No you won't realize
But he knows
how the end to this life story goes
So he'll walk for hours, he'll walk for days
Searching for something in different ways
But he'll never know
which way to go
At times you may not know where he may be
And then just maybe, you might see
That he's always trying to find your eyes
Even when they are in disguise
Still hoping to catch you by surprise
but he'll be the one that always cries
and you won't realize
no you won't realize
and No one will know why
No they won't know why
I wrote this song after becoming close friends with someone of the opposite sex and became attracted to them as more than a friend. When this happens, more often than not the feelings are not mutual or so it seems for me. To you they are almost perfect, but since you're good friends you know their flaws because no one is perfect, while the other person may think of you as a good friend or a shoulder to cry on. They may even like you a little bit, but not enough to put the friendship "on the line." Or they just might not know what they want at that particular time. When this happened to me I felt that no one would give me a chance, it's actually what I have felt so often in my life, but you get over it. You can try and be a nice person and make it obvious that you are trying to "find someone's eyes" or getting their attention but sometimes it goes unnoticed and is meaningless. They may realize and not care. The song also states no matter how hard one tries one will never know the right decision to make, whether it be to tell the person how you feel and risk the friendship or just ignore your feelings so no one will know the true feelings. I don't have an answer to that, and that's all I have to say.
These Eyes Cry
He looks into your eyes
and it makes you break down and cry
but you don't know why
no you don't know why
You say he's shady, oh so shady
But all he wants is a sweet young lady
And he walks among the living
And he's always so damn forgiving
You think that he can't be hated
But some people think he's outdated
And no one gives him a chance
Not even a second glance
But he's always trying to find your eyes
Hoping to catch you by surprise
And you won't realize
No you won't realize
But he knows
how the end to this life story goes
So he'll walk for hours, he'll walk for days
Searching for something in different ways
But he'll never know
which way to go
At times you may not know where he may be
And then just maybe, you might see
That he's always trying to find your eyes
Even when they are in disguise
Still hoping to catch you by surprise
but he'll be the one that always cries
and you won't realize
no you won't realize
and No one will know why
No they won't know why
I wrote this song after becoming close friends with someone of the opposite sex and became attracted to them as more than a friend. When this happens, more often than not the feelings are not mutual or so it seems for me. To you they are almost perfect, but since you're good friends you know their flaws because no one is perfect, while the other person may think of you as a good friend or a shoulder to cry on. They may even like you a little bit, but not enough to put the friendship "on the line." Or they just might not know what they want at that particular time. When this happened to me I felt that no one would give me a chance, it's actually what I have felt so often in my life, but you get over it. You can try and be a nice person and make it obvious that you are trying to "find someone's eyes" or getting their attention but sometimes it goes unnoticed and is meaningless. They may realize and not care. The song also states no matter how hard one tries one will never know the right decision to make, whether it be to tell the person how you feel and risk the friendship or just ignore your feelings so no one will know the true feelings. I don't have an answer to that, and that's all I have to say.
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