Heart of Prayer

My Lord, I need to hear your voice, I can't stand not having a clue where I'm going. I mean I know I have a purpose and I know of your love Lord, and I know your plan for my life is beautiful and perfect, but I've heard to much of how you've spoken to people, and revealed to them part of their plan and Lord, that's what I'm asking of you now, is to just show me some of what's in store for me. I want so bad to just know exactly which direction I should go in being a servant unto you. I've given up every dream I had for myself. I gave up any dumb dreams I had when I was a little kid because I realize your will is so much better, but I still have no idea, or even a clue as to what your will is! I mean I may have ideas, but I pray the right idea pops out from the back of my mind and is completely revealed, just so I know. God I love you and adore you and I want to spend my life with you, in your presence, and I want to hear from you. I feel like Elijah being in the desert not hearing your voice for 40 days, but God I'm not running from you Lord. I'm right here, asking you what to do. God my heart longs for you, longs to spend time just talking and enjoying myself with you. Thank you for answering my prayers, thank you for healing my mom, thank you for moving so much in peoples lives that I pray for, and I pray you continue to do so. You are so good to your people Lord, even though often times we fall short of living like we should. Your grace spares us daily and spares us doubly when we screw up. In Jesus name I pray, that I'll have a good week, that the prophet will speak into my life and I will see your face more and more! Let me see an Angel! I love you Lord! Amen!