Just wait and See what God's about to do

For the first time in a long time, I actually feel upset about something. I say upset about something because I have no idea what it is. My spirit is grieving and I don't know why. I feel like things are going wrong, and I don't know what to do. I've been trying to spend time alone with God for revelation, but it feels unfocussed. Talk of a change in the spiritual environment has been discussed and to some extent I agree. I feel like battle lines have been drawn. I feel like we are on the verge of war. Whether it be spiritual or actual I do not know. I feel the battles in and around me just unsettling. Things have been just tearing me apart. I feel unconcentrated and my head, how it hurts. I feel like I've been crying out to God forever, and I'm just draining away. I feel my faith being attacked from every direction even when there is no real sign of attack. I feel broken. I don't know whats going on. There is so much to pray about and I feel hurt and dead and confused, and so badly need to hear from God. There is no time for anything anymore. God who are you and what are you doing?